Haven't been blogging due to no internet at home... here's a poem I just wrote to tie you over:
If only I could control these feelings,
Reclaim the time this distractor's been stealing.
Gain some discipline- focus on truth!
No longer repeat the mistakes of my youth.
Knowing the answer is to simply surrender,
May be easy to say, but hard to remember.
Lord- fill up the emptiness, so nothing seeps through.
Replace what's of me with the Holiness of You.