Sunday, October 4, 2009

Missing Nothing

What exactly am I missing? He never really was what I thought. 
I believed so long he'd be there, his absence was never his fault. 
Perhaps the part which saddens me is admitting what is true. 
I'll never be part of his family regardless of what I do. 
If I had a family of my own, I wouldn't long to be included.  
But it's not fair to him, so I must leave... is what I have concluded. 

1 comment:

Carol said...

Shelly, you are part of God's family. I can sense your disappointment and sadness; been there, done that. Chin up, my friend. My guess is that God has something very special in mind for you. You are His, first and foremost, and He will bless you in ways that you probably can't even imagine. :)+