What exactly am I missing? He never really was what I thought.
I believed so long he'd be there, his absence was never his fault.
Perhaps the part which saddens me is admitting what is true.
I'll never be part of his family regardless of what I do.
If I had a family of my own, I wouldn't long to be included.
But it's not fair to him, so I must leave... is what I have concluded.