Evidently, I am worrying some people with the tone of my recent blog entries. I am so sorry. I have been inconsiderate in not thinking of people who have no "experience" with depression and mental illness. From now on, I will refrain from emailing or posting on Facebook such heavy thoughts (except to Jen and Rob). I will still post to my website in hopes of educating and supporting others with similar issues, but will put a *Warning- Sensitive Material to caution readers.