Friday, June 29, 2012

Here is an Example of What to Share...

People can’t expect me to act ‘normal’ when my medications keep changing. I can’t be so hard on myself either. I’ve written all the key people out of my life within 2 weeks. Blame it on meds, blame it on sanity or clarity or just refusing to settle any longer. I want more.

So I can just stay shallow and go with the flow in society, show up when and where I have to, and focus on Jireh and Addy. Give as I can give, try to live as Christ commands and pray every night he takes me home. Stay calm in public, no one will really KNOW me anymore. I can do that. I can live like that. Fade into the background. That is my new goal.

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